Am I Really?

To me, I am probably a cross between a goth and an emo. I mean I love black and red, I wear makeup, and I am the most, THE MOST, emotional person you will know. I know you are probably thinking, well that's not goth or emo. Well, let's take a trip down memory lane. I was bullied from gr 1-8, I hit depression gr 5, I started self harming gr 7 and now it's formed into a bad habit. Does that make me goth or emo? Probably not. But really, being goth or emo is the emotional thing and somewhat not the physical thing. I am dark, I write poetry, I have a journal, and my soul is freaking ripped and tattered. So forget it.